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...and, most likely, a whole host of other instruments.



It's a valid worry, to be fair, because we are told numerous times throughout or lives that 'no pain = no gain' and this - to some end - is correct.


However, the problem is that when we incorporate it into something that we do as a hobby as opposed to something we deem as necessary (e.g. learning the piano vs. keeping fit) then it begs the question - is it worth it?


And I too have been debating this question too a few times as of late.


Anybody who knows me well knows that I suffer chronic pain and - surprise, surprise - its biggest manifestations usually occur in the hands. I have made peace with the fact that I will never be as good as I once was in certain respects (for example, my fingers used to be much more nimble and my wrist used to be much less prone to aching), further making peace with the notion that I will, unfortunately, have to take some pieces or passages slower of alter them to my current capabilities.


But any pro pianist will insist on the like of preparatory exercises, scales, arpeggios etc. - and quite rightly too. And I do do them. But...it hurts!


And if it hurts a professional pianist such as myself, the chances are it will hurt a beginner pianist. Particularly late starters (the hands will be more naturally inclined to learn new movement and technique when younger, but this absolutely does not mean that it is ever too late).


So the question remains: is it worth it?


Is it worth me putting myself through 15 minutes of preparatory exercise induced pain every morning on the off chance that I might be able to play occasional pieces of music more confidently?


My initial answer is absolutely, 100% yes.


But also you have to be realistic.



Don't Over-practice



Once you have mastered a piece of music it is essential that you recognise any parts that are causing pain and practice those in a more controlled and isolated environment. It is unlikely that an entire piece of music will cause pain - it will just be certain passages as a result of rapid movement or unusual hand positions / fingering. Therefore, it is essential that in order to learn these passages you focus on them slowly and carefully so as to minimise strain, and only attack them once during a practice session at speed (for example, when you perform the whole piece).


Furthermore, if you are a performing pianist, it is essential that you pinpoint what causes pain and where and you create a set list of pieces that reflect what you would be comfortable doing at any given point. For example, if you've just performed a rapid Baroque piece that took four minutes of solid concentration and complex fingering, unusual hand positions etc. - then maybe don't follow it up with another. Slow down for your next piece.


It sounds obvious, I know. But consider it for your own good both mentally and physically.



Rise Above Imposter Syndrome



The unfortunate, hard hitting truth about all musicians (and artists) is that you will never be as good as the person or performance you idolise of a piece of music. Never.


Yes you can play the notes. But perhaps you can't play it as quickly or accurately. Maybe you don't have as much feeling. Maybe your dynamic is too loud or too quiet or generally you can't get the expression.


But the fact remains - most of this stems from your own mind as to how a good piece of music should be. Impressive piano playing is not about speed (although I dare say it does impress!). You can play any piece of music well without recognising it to a fellow performer or - dare I say - even the original composer's full intention. If it hurts to go too fast, perform it a touch slower. Or add rises and falls to the tempos (accels and rits).


The point is, as much as it is important to practice pieces and to practice the technical side as well, it is not an immediate guarantee as to your success in performing a piece of music 100% accurately and at speed. Know, respect and honour your own limitations and you will always deliver the best performance that you can of a piece.



Remember to Exercise



It seems that this is mentioned in ever beginner piano book, yet it is one that is surprisingly often forgotten about once we reach a certain stage. Whether you use hand massages, stress balls, power balls, warm water, stretching techniques - anything really, it's important to keep exercising the hands and the wrist to ensure that you can attack a piece of music as best you can.



Conclusion



So, is it worth the pain?


Unfortunately, yes it is.


HOWEVER - pain, not strain.


Providing that you allocate a designated amount of time for practicing certain techniques or movements then you should be okay. For example, I do my 15 minutes of Schmitt or Hanon each morning. And I can't tell how much it hurts! (especially Schmitt!). Still, once it's done I ensure I have a break - just five minutes or so - to let things settle a bit and then I look at the next thing to practice and ensure I follow the points I've listed above.


It's worth mentioning - as I'm pretty sure I have before - that all efforts to practice scales, arpeggios, preparatory exercises etc. are not in vain. If you purchase a book of technical studies and practice it daily but only ever get to the end of the first page then that's okay. You're still building up strength and technique and moving on when you are ready to move on. Every little helps.


Exciting news on the 'Fantasia and Sonata in C Minor' world in that I.............


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got to the end!


That's not to say it's perfect, mind. But I did!


And you may recall last time that, with the assistance of a broken metronome (i.e. no metronome whatsoever) I slowly made my way through the most intricate and quick passage of the whole piece - 'Piú Allegro'.


Well, I became more and more confident with this that I managed to take the piece through to the end and begin on the all important chore of committing the whole piece to memory.


However, it has to be noted that I haven't documented a lot of it because a lot of it was actually relatively straightforward. Yes, I have worked a little on the odd expression and tightening up some passages etc. etc., but really this same particular section is my personal Achilles Heel of the piece. So what did I do?


I went back to it once I had committed the whole piece to memory and ensure that I give it a good couple of plays through - this time with my brand new metronome - prior to playing the piece as a whole. And then addressing any more minor issues that may crop up in the rest of the piece.


Here is a reasonable albeit still imperfect take.



Don't worry though. I'll be performing this whole piece for you before you know it!


I still have a little work to do by way of evenness in the notes. Even when I didn't go wrong on the video above, it's not as tight as it could and should be, however, compared to what it was it is much better.


Plus, the confining of the music to my memory is excellent as it has forced muscle memory, meaning that I can play it faster with less dire consequence.


Keep your eyes peeled for updates. Perhaps next time will be the full piece!


Alicia Hill, Sam Gilliatt Chapel en le Frith Ladies Choir Buxton Fringe Festival 2023 United Reform Church
Sam Gilliatt, Alicia Hill, Me

A few weeks ago I was asked by an old friend of mine - the wonderfully talented classical soprano Alicia Hill - to accompany her for something in the Buxton Fringe Festival.


And what was that something?


It was a concert that had been put together and performed by the Chapel-en-le-Frith Ladies Choir at the United Reform Church on Hardwick Square East in Buxton, for which Alicia was the guest soprano who not only joined the choir in a few of their pieces, but was also given the opportunity to perform some pieces solo. And that is where I came in.


I have to commend the putting together of the concert because there was some beautiful music that had been so well recognised (and - in some cases - arranged) by the musical director Sam Gilliatt who, I might further add, performed a couple of songs himself on piano: 'Run Away' by Ben Platt and 'Yesterday' by...well, I think there's only one answer there...and what a wonderful job he did too!


Yet his conducting of the choir did nothing short of expressing the joy and the passion that he has for music. In addition to the conducting, however, he lent a little additional texture with a beautifully subtle but effective African drum to drive the passionate piece 'Ndikhokhele Bawo' - my personal favourite. Yet when he wasn't drumming, the choir was expertly accompanied by Jane Simmons on piano, with the exception of their a cappella performance of 'Ah Robin' by William Cornish.


And that leads me onto the choir - beautiful music, beautiful harmony, beautiful dynamic. And most importantly for this type of a community choir - everybody was having the time of their lives. This was especially true of some of them - particularly one or two ladies on the front row of the choir - who were getting very involved in some of the more (I say 'more' loosely) contemporary numbers - 'Heaven is a Place on Earth' and 'Lovely Day').


Alicia joined the choir to lead them in and out of the pieces 'Down in the River to Pray', 'The Rose' and 'Wherever You Are' but, as I say, I had a little work to do too!


In the first half - following a performance by the choir of Bernstein's iconic 'Somewhere' - Alicia and I took to the stage and I sat at the beautiful John Broadwood grand piano (the best piano in all of Buxton, I've been told).


Here we performed two pieces:


Summertime: Alicia and I have performed this beautiful moody jazz piece together at least once, but it was many years ago now! It is, of course, George Gershwin's fabulous piece from Porgy and Bess, and one that really shows a range of control when singing because it is almost uncomfortably slow, but quite deliberately. It is chilled and - despite Alicia being an expertly trained and capable classical singer - her voice lends itself so well equally to jazz numbers (just as well, as I believe she loves the genre!)


Donde Lieta: A piece by Puccini from his opera La Boheme. Performed by Mimi, who Alicia performed the role of last year, this piece is a great challenge for the accompanist who doesn't know the piece and only looked at the music two days before the concert because it requires extreme attention to what the vocals are doing to keep it together - not least thanks to it's regular and sudden changing tempos. In addition to this, the words are, of course, Italian, so it required extra focus to ensure I moved at the right moments as I couldn't contextualise a whole phrase! No matter, though - we did it!


During the second half - after Sam's aforementioned performance of 'Yesterday' - we took to the stage again and performed another three:


Cry Me a River: This one I don't need to say too much about. Everybody loves and loved it at the performance!


How Deep is the Ocean?: A classic by Irving Berlin, this is a lovely tune that demanded some passaged to be performed with drive and some to be performed with a little more of a relaxed quality. A joy to play.


O Mio Babbino Caro: A much more well known aria by Puccini from Gianni Schicchi and if Alicia ever doesn't wish to perform this as part of her set then I'll know once and for all that the bodysnatchers have taken her over. It's as iconic to her set as it is to the opera repertoire in general, and even if you don't know it then you probably will if you listen to it. The piece ('Oh My Beloved Father' in English) is a beautiful one to accompany, and I have no doubt it is a joy to sing too thanks to the soaring notes that can be left to fly high at the performer's discretion. Of course, I needed consideration here too as I didn't want to jump the gun and start accompanying on the next bar too soon whilst the note was still being held on, but in spite of us having done this one a couple of times before, I think last night topped it!


Thank you to the Chapel-en-le-Frith Ladies Choir, United Reform Church and Buxton Fringe, and of course to Alicia Hill for making last night possible and for having me down and allowing me to not only partake in the performance, but also enjoy the rest of the concert as a fellow music enthuse.

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